learning to trust
that everything happens
for a reason
without jumping
to hasty conclusions
to make ends meet
which do not belong
together
can be
a rather delightful game
once the confidence
has settled
beautiful
while looking for
recognition
we might forget
how
love is
endlessly
irrigating
the fields of our heart
when only we stay faithful
to what is true
and good
and beautiful
break open
when loss
is what
breaks us open
towards
other dimensions
it is still loss
and loss can be
painful
to live
surreal
having been
bound
by a spell
being liberated
can feel
almost surreal
and the challenge
to tell the tale
truthfully
essential
awaiting
no longer to await
the future
in fear of the past
but living the present
as a
fulfilment of
the past
and a promise for
the future
healing
what was
by living what is
and receiving what comes
graciously
glittering
glittering water
and a golden horizon
opening broader
and broader
towards
mercy
where guilt
had reigned
aware
becoming aware
there is a choice
to be made
between guilt
and mercy
and being given
the freedom
to choose
anchor point
ending
a whole long life
of submission
to guilt
can feel
slightly
disorientating
until mercy has
settled
in its anchor point
revered
when the confusion
of feeling
misunderstood
is anew
stirring the heart
only to emphasise
how
there is a time
to talk
a time to keep quiet
a time
to listen
there is indeed
a time
for everything
yet when the time is not revered
confusion occurs
familiar
that particular
all too familiar
sensation
of frustrated impatience
which occurs
while we are losing something
that is no longer
needed
without feeling
entirely ready
to let go