strange sensation

becoming

who we are

after having spent

our lives

trying to be something

and someone

we are not

can be a destabilising

relief

a strange sensation of

disappearance

loved one

lying quietly

listening

to the breath

of a loved one

can be

the most healing remedy

for a sore heart

another step

becoming able to discern

what belong to ourselves

and what belong

to the wind

might be another step

towards

freedom

forgotten

when the fear of

what is to become

af us

is overshadowing the joy of

what we are given

an abyss of greed

opens in the heart

when an offence

is being received

as care

the heart is

lost

and what we are given

forgotten

salutary

not to be seen

even less acknowledged

for what we do

rather

criticised

for being

how we are

is wearing

learning to perceive

the approval

where it is

to be found

salutary

obtained

when duty is no longer bound

to the structure

rather

to the light the structure is there

to contain

freedom can be

obtained

knot

adding structure

to an already structured

mind

might be

like pulling on a knot

in order to

untie it

problems

reaching the cross

where

verticality has been

established

and time has come

for horizontality

to expand

where

problems are details

rather than details

being problems

price

when the sensation of

being loved

is twisted

and panic

seizes the spleen

the search for approval

at any price

is running away

with the mind