nervousness

a gentle flicker

in the mind

leaving the nerves

slightly trembling

as nervousness embrace

every inch of the body

preparing to receive

the light

noticeable

and then suddenly

hardly noticeable

a circle is closed

while the beginning of the quest

and its ending

is bound

into mercy and grace

already

when expectations are

overshadowing the moment

it might be difficult to see

what is already there

channel

cleansing of

an irrigation channel

having been obstructed

for a long while

changes everything

and nothing

at a time

minefield

when vulnerability is no longer

a minefield of hurt

the heightened state

of its sensitivity

can finally begin

to unfold

equal

in the solemn balance

between light and dark

where day and night

are equal

the rain might carry

mercy

and mercy peace

proper place

being perfect

is not worth striving for

rather a mercy

we are given

while everything falls

into its proper place