belittlement

belittlement

as a defence

used

while invited

into a vulnerability

too vulnerable

to enter

without guards

on every side

discovering

feeling sore

somewhat sad

for no particular reason

and for all the reasons

in the world

discovering

that who we are taught

to be

rarely has anything to do

with who

we are

uncovering

uncovering our weaknesses

after a life

of denial

is sublime

recognising them

sacred

bridging the profane

with the sacred

purpose

occurring

being in a void

is impossible

for nature

being in a void

is compulsory

for soul

when being in a void

occurs while

going against nature

it creates destruction

when being in a void

occurs while

going towards soul

it creates

bliss

pitying

pitying

others

in order to raise up

one’s own story

is not necessarily

compassionate

pitying oneself

in order to escape

one’s own responsibility

is not necessarily

courageous

yet

finding the balance

of compassionate courage

allows us to take

pity

and bring mercy

concealed

holding on to a story

having little to do

with truth

except the desire

to assert

that truth shall never be

revealed

lacking awareness

that

where truth is concealed

freedom cannot yield

imbalance

going against our nature

is where imbalance occur

consciousness is

what allows us

to go against our nature

and consciousness is

what allows us

to transform our nature

into soul

when we accept

greet

living without dependency

is

impossible

what is possible is

to chose

what we wish to be

dependent of

taking the responsibility

for who we are

is

possible

what is impossible is

to decide

how others are to greet

who we are

utter

on the other side of

impossible

is a mercy to be found

of utter abundance

though it requires the perseverance

to reach

beyond

blocked

when memory is blocked

and the mind grows hard

when the muscles are soft

and the organs full of tensions

wisdom is lost

and all there is left

is homeless knowledge