there is indeed
nothing virtuous about
boredom
being bored can be
a stepping stone towards creation
hence a precious instigation
but considering boredom a necessity
for the fulfilment of a higher purpose
is nothing but
desponding
responding
responding to
wisdom
rather than
human desire
is rewarded by
its own kind of
ecstasy
moulding
motherhood moulding
womanhood
whether or not
the mothering is
direct
or indirect
defended
being granted
to navigate
in intimacy
is just as delicate
as it is dangerous
but what a grace
when every precaution is
defended
transforming dangers
into devotion
and delicacy into
deliverance
fumbling
holding on to
truth
glowing only as
a dim hint of light
in the darkness
can be like fumbling in a night
full of snares
and falls
yet
holding on to
truth
even when only glowing
as a dim hint of light
in the darkness
is what can finally
lead us
through
pity
ceaselessly appealing for pity
just as rejecting it
categorically
are two ends
of the same lack
of feeling
loved
intention
accepting guilt
with the intention to
relinquish it
can be
a shortcut
to peace
destructiveness
awakening into a state of
aggressive destructiveness
can be just as unexpected
as
unpleasant
yet somehow to be taken
into consideration
if
it is not to rule the day
ruling
whenever the fear of
abusing power
is ruling the mind
abuse of power is
bound
to happen
as the shortest way to
abuse of power is
by not acknowledging the power
we are given
comparison
it might be
that through the acceptance of
our own
individual and
intimate truth
the gates to the universal
are shut wide open
which can only be lived
not described
leaving no room for judgement
nor comparison