handling

retrieving sensitvity

after a life

in numbness

also means

learning to handle

all the impressions

perceived

guilty

being held responsible

for the lacks

in others

does not make anyone else guilty of

their incapacities

and no one is guilty of

incapacities

as long as they are recognised

as such

readjusted

breaking a pattern

which

was laid down in the mind

as a matter of survival

at a specific occasion

without ever being

readjusted

can feel like dying

even when the breaking is

what sets us free

remember

remembering what we are given

when everything seems lost

can be more rewarding than

receiving without end

what we do not need

but have come to believe

we cannot live

without

undermining

being treated as

a helpless child

where

a faith both deep and sincere

is guiding every step

is softly undermining

the sublime

transforming light

into heaviness

weighing even further down

what could have been

lifted up into grace

palpable

retrieving sensitivity

where numbness had reigned

is a delicate matter

all the more subtle

that it is palpable

engaging bridges

which had so far bin

impracticable

crossing rivers

which had so far bin

impassable

opening towards

a whole new world

and let it in

torn

torn between

what is raw and primal

and

what is sacred and sublime

all too aware

that keeping the powers separated

only engenders suffering and chaos

yet unable to find

the link

which bridge them together

and allow

life to flow

incessantly

for harmony to grow

several

there are

indeed

several kinds of knowledge

not one

more true

than the other

but all opening

towards

truth

the secret is to nourish

the one which naturally flourish

and let it bear

its fruits

submerged

a sudden powerlessness

in front of the hidden power

lying dormant

in all there is

submerged

and overwhelmed by the helplessness

of vulnerability

all too aware

it is right there

in the core of our vulnerability

power is to be found