when looking bright
on the future
means
not facing the obstacles
of the present
the present is
lost
the past ignored
the future disrupted
demanding
reaching the end
of a month
of a season
of a long
demanding quest
being able to rest
in the wisdom of
the presents best
lesson
wakening just before dawn
observing how the light
dissipates so delicately
and full of tenderness
every shadow of the night
is a delightful lesson
of life
drifting
mild wind
against the skin
white clouds on blue sky
drifting in the horizon
as the senses gently surface
after what seemed to be
endless
insensitivity
sky
calm waters
after days of stirred sea
golden sun
and blue sky
no more questioning
no more whys
loving
a loving presence
announcing
nothing is
as it used to be
even though
everything looks
the same
versatile
blame
is a funny size
versatile
and often homeless
yet ravaging on its way
across
the landscape
though blame is also a help to discern
where responsibility
is hidden
useless
holding on
to what is not
only to prove
oneself
right
is as useless
as it is
a waste of time
shaking
a peaceful rain
after stormy waves
shaking the foundations
to cast off
what never belonged
found
gaining clarity
can sometimes be
an unpleasant passage
through layers of confusion
and troubled water
where the sense of being lost
is all we have
to hold on to
yet
what a silent beauty
opening up inside
while we have been found
anew