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to hit the point

of gravity

after a life

in weightlessness

is not necessarily

spectacular

it can also be

a subtle

quiet

grounding

into the meaning

the mercy

and the marvel

of being

fully alive

a somewhat strange morning

not unpleasant

yet

difficult to discern

as if something is calling

for care

though it cannot be seen

what

being unable to explain

grace

or justify it

in any other manner

does not necessarily mean

being unable to

pass it on

graciously

when shame is no longer

overshadowing

only adding depths

to the light

while entering

the realm of mercy

what used to be tight

might

expand

and shine bright

being given to perceive

the entire dimension

of who we are

might be an expression

we have been able to embrace

the fragmentation

of our lowliness

being worried

is not

a very pleasant state

to wake up to

all the more

when the fraught fabulations

seems to have no reason to be

though

if the whole being

is alert

it never occurs

without a reason

and this is what

might be worth noticing

that our inner state

might warn us about

a danger

which we refuse to take into account

because

we have been taught

there was nothing to be

afraid of

one thing is

to tell a lie

with full consciousness

in order to obtain

what we want

convinced it is our right

to do so

another thing is

to tell a lie

in sheer defence

utterly aware

of the wrong

we commit

it does not change

the nature

of lying

though it reveals the nature

of the one

who lies

when recovery

is longer than

expected

and the mind grows

impatient

we tend all too easily

to forget

the grace we are given

of being

granted to heal

not to be acknowledged

for what we do

is one thing

not to be recognised

for who we are

another

confusing the two

is often tempting

though not the answer

to the pain it causes

when confusion arise

even less

the healing remedy

no longer wanting

to justify

is one thing

no longer to doubt

another