tuning in on the present
might be less flattering
than projecting towards an illusion
though
more real
compulsion
expressing an emotion
can be a way
to gain awareness
and acknowledge it
though the essential part
is still
to let it pervade
every layer of
the being
until it reaches the surface where
it can simply
evaporate
allowing to act
from wisdom
rather than compulsion
dead
where wonder
no longer grows
everything is dead
trustful
being in control
is being in power
being trustful
is being in love
love is mending
and fear is falling
apart
bile
when bile is irrigating the thoughts
bitterness sprouts
and a certain kind of hopelessness
grows dense
though
bile
as bitterness
in its harmonious measure
is in the contrary adding depth
to what otherwise stays
plain
recuperating
recuperating after
an operation
in the areas
of the invisible
is just as essential
for the outcome as
recuperating after
any tangible intervention
cold
cold winds
and blue sky
opening towards
what was
so far
invisible
braving
braving the valley of tears
can take years
of endless crying
yet the subtle art of healing
runs underneath
in a peaceful river
cleansing what seemed
incurable
cicatrising what had been left
as open wounds
unsolvable
sleep as a profound blessing
healing invisible wounds
of invisible insults
bringing peace
and a certain kind of clarity
to what seemed unsolvable
for one more step
to be taken
logic
acknowledging our failures
might set us free
to be
who we truly are
beyond every logic
and calculation