walking through the mist
while practising
staying in the unknown
unsolved
and unspoken
as long as required
for righteousness to surface
want
facing reality
can never be
painful
it is while we want it to be
something else than what it is
that pain settles
bully
being pushed into decisions
by the best of intentions
can also be
a way of
bullying
affection
giving in order to receive
is always an unbalance
also when
the return expected
is only a little bit of
affection
cut
cutting through
layers of illusions
to reach the core of the matter
no longer searching for any other solution
than observing truth
under
walking under a soft and gentle rain
while autumn settles in
can be a way
of accepting to be
a burden
ideals
leaving behind the world of ideals
to enter reality
might be a frail experience
where the skin seems thinner
and the heart weak
yet
in that frail weakness
lies a different kind of
presence
acute
awakening into
an acute insight
is both overwhelming
and liberating
gaining
gaining back integrity
once it has been lost
is a frail affaire
far from impossible
and yet somehow taking a miracle
to happen
cheat
cheating can become a habit
to a degree
where even the consciousness about
our doing
can no longer penetrate
the mind
despite the knowledge that
the one being cheated in the end
is ourselves