rebuilding

rebuilding trust

after a life in

suspicion

might touch

areas

we do not wish

to enter

and show sides of us

we do not wish

to face

yet

without doing so

trust cannot

prevail

no matter what

being at peace

with what

we are given

no matter what

that might be

is also a way

to be free

released

finally being

released

from the sensation of feeling

eternally rejected

can be perceived as

an experience of

resurrection

moreover

calming the urge

to convince

others

about

our own inner truth

in order to be able to

believe in it

ourselves

is another door to freedom

and moreover

peace

containing

being flooded

by the emotions

of someone

unaware of the pressure

they contain

is

what it is

confusing this invasion

with

our own emotional state

is

unnecessarily

damaging

yet not less destructive

all the same

dull

pursuing purpose

by purifying

the pus

of pusillanimity

allowing what was

so far

considered

dull

to unfold into glory

ordination

being handed over to

our instinct

without any sort of

ordination

is a very fragile kind of

freedom

perhaps not even freedom

at all

delirious

no longer to belong

to the world

can be considered

being

delirious

as it can be considered

being

holy

truth is to be found

in the heart of each and everyone