reaching the crossroad
where
every possible choice
is leading towards
salvation
is where mercy
is accomplished
and freedom
found
regret
the sadness
and immense regret
of having permitted
transgressions
in the conviction of being
understanding
locked
odd dreams
reflecting
subtle changes
in a mind
locked
in a wound
which never healed
opening towards
scar formation
who we are
abandoning the expectation of
who we are supposed to be
can be an invitation to become
who we are
coded
that
being given the permission
to die
is perceived
as a declaration of love
can be confusing for a mind
coded to survive
pleasing
leaving behind
the obligation
to make people happy
through pleasing their wants
by stepping into the freedom
to love
a healing hand
receiving
a healing hand
on a sore wound
in a tender caress
where
what was twisted
anew
is being aligned
error
having placed our trust
in an untrustworthy place
might lead to making
the worst choice possible
in every possible choice
until something
or someone is able to reveal
the error
passing on
do not fear
is not the same as
there is no reason to be
afraid
just as
do not cry
is not the same as
there is no reason to
sad
the first is passing on
culpability
whereas the second is
offering forgiveness
and protection
nauseate
heavy cleansing
of deeper layers
leaving a nauseate body
and a mind of confusion
while something as simple
as obvious
is rising
in the core
of silence