no longer to be
impressed
by the story
others
are able to tell
rather
spending the efforts
revealing
the reality coming to the surface
below
what is being told
as no longer being dependent
means
no longer being in debt
to anything but
truth
waisted
heaps of sadness
coming to the surface
under a clear
blue
sky
over all the waisted
talent
doom
awakening into thoughts
of doom
after a night of disturbing dreams
might not be
the most enthusiastic way
to begin a day
though
deciding to sit with it
this world of gloom and doom
only to be told by an invisible voice
all shall be well
might be the antidote to hell
eternally
the sadness of feeling
eternally misunderstood
might only express
there are parts
of our nature
we are unable to take
responsibility for
almost impossible
mercy
can be almost impossible
to embrace
when we have spent a life
locked in the conviction of being
both life
and mercy
unworthy
vigorous
when the communication
between
intuition
and instinct
has been blocked
in the heart
it is like building a dam
on the river
of life
either one part
or the other
grows vigorous and strong
while the second part
is only irrigated
when the heart
as if by error
overflows
unmercifully
when an emotion
was never
accepted
as part of a character
that particular emotion
ends up being
omnipresent
unmercifully
overshadowing the light
of even the most luminous soul
speak up
learning to speak up
when
the condition for survival has been
conditioned by
the ability to keep quiet
can feel like
walking upside down
up river
going against
the convictions
of those
we love
can feel like
swimming up river
in spring
bunch
discovering that
what
one has wrestled with
over and over again
to make fit into
the reality of one’s perception
is but a bunch
of lies
unsettles the structure
of the mind
until
it becomes visible
what is to be found
behind