swallowing the sun
is a dangerous business
though wind is blowing away
the clouds
strange summer days
somehow
somewhat
sad
unchanging
a new awareness of reality
can almost feel
like a new
reality
in itself
though nothing has changed
except the eyes which sees
rain is still rain
yet nothing is
the same
pitfall
knowing the pitfall of ones mind
is also a way
to peace
spectrum
just one thin line
of pink
visible in a few moments only
can be enough
to change
a day
from heavy grey
towards endless colours
of the inner spectrum
somehow
silent summer seaside
soft sand surrounding
sacred secrets surfacing
somehow surprisingly
sudden
simplicity
impracticability
moving on
can sometimes feel like
diving under
the rain does not
help
yet
an unexpected satisfaction
in finally being able to do
what was so far
impracticable
is not to be
underestimated
humidity
an almost endless
falling rain
flooding the midsummer days
in humidity and grey
leaving the world
more green
than ever
opening into
secret pleasures
slightly
coming back to life
after years of absence
can be slightly
overwhelming
rays
a ray of sunlight
in between the grey
illuminating the green
and warming the bones
when grace is knocking on the door
all we are asked to do
is to lean back
and receive
illegitimate
being told
that ones emotions are
illegitimate
is certainly not the shortest way
to peace
but it might illuminate
the origin of
certain behaviours
which in so many ways
were difficult to fathom