gently perceiving how
areas of the body
and mind
which had been
inaccessible
for both intelligence
and perception
opens
to unfold
as light
increases
rejoice
may the darkness
be swallowed
by light
and joy is all
there is left
when only we are able to
rejoice
the longing to stay
panic bursting
in every cell of the body
holding the mind
between
the eager to run away with panic
and the longing to stay
with trust
perfectionist
there is nothing wrong in
being a perfectionist
not being a perfectionist
and trying to behave as such
might be problematic
just as
being a perfectionist
trying
to be rough
can spoil a personality
veracity
how to behave
when
what one has tried to prove
over and over again
with nothing but failures
as outcome
is gently unfolding
as the most natural thing
in the world
the moment
one no longer tries to prove
the veracity
of its existence
deadline
timing
as a guideline
rather than a deadline
eternally holding on
to that inner clock
announcing
the proper hour
rather than imposing a rhythm
set by
fear
unsurmountable
when the task
ahead
seems unsurmountable
it might be worth considering
what is behind
in order to receive the help
making it possible
to accomplish
what is to be
accomplished
and leave aside
what is to be left
aside
latter
having two voices
crying in the heart
one of sheer despair
and one of utter faith
giving in to the first
while holding on
to the latter
daring to believe
daring to believe
all shall be well
while the world seems to be
falling a part
ridiculous
being considered
ridiculous
is not considered
being considered
might be considered
ridiculous
and beyond all sort of
consideration
is wisdom to be found