finding the part in ourselves
we can trust
after the one we had trusted
all life long
turned out to be wrong
can be a bit of a puzzle
stupid
when the sensation of being
permanently misunderstood
turns into the experience of oneself
as plainly stupid
a dead end has been reached
a barrier broken down
when the conviction of
being reliable
turns into a pitfall of
unreliability
trust can be placed
where trust is returned by
faith
wondrous
how wondrous
when
what seemed impossible
suddenly becomes
obvious
when what was considered treachery
suddenly becomes
the covenant of faithfulness
but natural
when time has come
to go
separate ways
a certain sadness
is but natural
perhaps even grief
for all the crumbled
dreams
what was lost
when everything is lost
everything is anew
possible
all that matters is
whether
the focus is on
what was lost
or
what has become
possible
strategy
to let wisdom
take the lead
has more to do with trust
than
with understanding
more to do with surrender
than
with strategy
more to do with insight
than
with calculation
backwards
a way to
dispel
a spell
might be
by
spelling
every word of it
backwards
beforehand
no one can give
what we are not
ourselves
beforehand
able to receive
free
no longer to feel
responsible
for everything
sets us free
to carry the responsibility
which is truly ours
with grace
trusted
how wonderful
to be trusted
after
a whole long life
under suspicion