when the habit of trusting
what is right
and just
has been overruled by
the instinct
of survival
it can take time
to gain back confidence
in what is right and just
and trust
no apparent reason
falling asleep in gratitude
and waking up
in despair
for no apparent reason
can be
a bit of a gap
to bridge
misuse
how to honour
rather than misuse
the trust we are given
is indeed a question
worth asking
for justice to rule
and beauty to expand
in the world of man
rebuilding
rebuilding trust
after a life in
suspicion
might touch
areas
we do not wish
to enter
and show sides of us
we do not wish
to face
yet
without doing so
trust cannot
prevail
natural authority
settling into
our natural authority
governed by love
and compassion
takes
more than anything
a humble and contrite
heart
no matter what
being at peace
with what
we are given
no matter what
that might be
is also a way
to be free
released
finally being
released
from the sensation of feeling
eternally rejected
can be perceived as
an experience of
resurrection
firm foundation
full moon
full forgiveness
firm foundation
moreover
calming the urge
to convince
others
about
our own inner truth
in order to be able to
believe in it
ourselves
is another door to freedom
and moreover
peace
containing
being flooded
by the emotions
of someone
unaware of the pressure
they contain
is
what it is
confusing this invasion
with
our own emotional state
is
unnecessarily
damaging
yet not less destructive
all the same