stepping back
into coming out
is an odd procedure
to be in
losing balance
over and over again
essential
to attune
weary
dust all over
even dusty bones
under eager flesh
weary of wearing possessiveness
at the price of dignity
which is all they were ever meant
to bear
mostly
sometimes keeping up
is all which is possible
sometimes even keeping up
is more than what can be provided
but during these times
it mostly means
that nothing else is needed
nor expected
for life to go on
precious
some days
are just meant
to pass
some people
just passing by
not everything is to be
preciously kept
though whatever is precious
is to be treasured
with every precaution possible
agenda
day of patience
perhaps even prayer
day of leaving behind
even if only for a short moment
the agenda of believing
we know what is
to come
spectacular
sometimes
a subtle sunrise
can speak volumes
heal a broken heart
by reminding
about the spectacular transformation
of darkness into light
importance
reaching the state
where nothing seems
of importance
can be considered an end
yet it can also be encountered as
a beginning of
what truly is
indifference
so much resistance
so much indifference
to be treated by affectionate care
softness
and mercy
no war could ever heal the shame of
humiliation
lead
rolling fog of shame
invading the mind
where the sky is clear
and the sunrise full of glory
weighing down the body
like lead in the blood
even when there is
nothing to be
ashamed of
beam
when a beam of darkness
persist in the mind
trying to escape it
is nothing but
a waste of time
diving into it
might not be the answer either
lightening the darkness
in the measure we are given
could be a way
to find some peace