everlasting

the nights are so long by now

that it sometimes seems to be

one long lasting night

though in that darkness

under layers upon layers of artificial lights

the subtlest softness

is to be found

weaving a kind of rest around the body

which is to be found

nowhere else

than in the depths of a darkness so dense

that it feels everlasting

gravity

not to look back

is easier said

than done

and yet

everyone seems to agree

freedom cannot be reached

without leaving behind

what was

not by denying the past

that is just another way to carry it on

but by turning every stone

until it becomes weightless

and then let it go

findings

discovering new places

whether it is in the mind

in nature

or in the world as such

can bring a kind of relief

to know

that everything does not have to stay

the same

even if some circumstances

seems unable

or impossible

to change

challenge

there is not one way

to reach beyond

there are multiple choices

each and everyone

has to find their own

that being the whole challenge

the stars are out again

a fine seal of the moon

is slowly rising between the half naked trees

curious to observe

the alteration of the inner landscape

beyond the mist

veiling

mists are covering the landscape

mysterious morning mists

veiling the world

setting out of reach

what was considered to be

just in front of the hand

it is no time for exploring

outside the beaten path

but it can be a rich opportunity

for reaching beyond

standards

some trees are naked by now

some leaves are holding on a little longer

it takes a certain wildness

to be natural

it takes a certain abandon

to be free

bliss

silent tears cleansing

what could seem to be

endless layers of shame

but endless layers of shame

are endless possibilities of transformation

truce

there are many ways

to fight a war

and just as many ways

to end it

there is a time for everything

also for peace