marrow

when the fatigue reaches

the marrow of

our bones

it most probably means

we are trying to carry

what no person was ever meant

to bear

projecting into our surroundings

the basic needs

we have come to believe

ourselves

unworthy of

henceforth

flooded by

an immense fatigue

so well known

and yet

in some ways

so very different

as the war is over

and the enemy

henceforth

to be treated

as a friend

exploited

when what we have

to give

is

on one hand

being exploited

and

on the other

being treated as if

it does not exist

the mind might get lost

in confusion

while the heart is flooded

by grief

enormous

when the changes are so small

one can barely see them

and the needs are so enormous

that the transformation of

one little butterfly

seems insignificant

it can be a challenge

to keep focus

on that one little butterfly

while

there is all the reason

to be

in awe

humble enough

becoming aware

that

all we need

is

always granted us

when only we are able

to receive

and humble enough to acknowledge

that what we need

might not be

what we want

or believe we ought

to have

convince the world

when life has taught us

for one reason

or another

that we are to convince the world

about

our truth

before we can live it

we spent our lives

in a battle

which can only be

lost

purchase

when the skill to care

has been taken

advantage of

the talent might be turned into

an urge to please

where the first thing is

about sharing love

the second is about

purchasing the illusion

of being loved

and the outcome can never be

the same

warning

when the serenity is lost

and the mind spins

in every direction

something might be

trying to warn us

that we are about

to lose

stability