major

and then

without one truly being aware

of how

nor why

a major decision

has been made

through minor choices

running towards

the ocean of love

reverted

when the order of things

has been

inverted

and life has been lived

upside down

the silent joy

and quiet peace

occurring

once everything is reverted

into its proper perspective

is indescribable

lean

when the child of light

is born

all

one can do

is to

lean back and receive

in order to

lean into

care

and take it

euphoria

encountering the unknown

with inner calm

not out of eager

to explore

nor in escape of what is

without fear

nor euphoria

just in

another step

of the way

strange sensation

becoming

who we are

after having spent

our lives

trying to be something

and someone

we are not

can be a destabilising

relief

a strange sensation of

disappearance

loved one

lying quietly

listening

to the breath

of a loved one

can be

the most healing remedy

for a sore heart

another step

becoming able to discern

what belong to ourselves

and what belong

to the wind

might be another step

towards

freedom

forgotten

when the fear of

what is to become

af us

is overshadowing the joy of

what we are given

an abyss of greed

opens in the heart

when an offence

is being received

as care

the heart is

lost

and what we are given

forgotten