discovering
our part of responsibility
in what is happening
to us
is indeed
a redemption
as this is the only position
where we truly have the power
to intervene
false
being able to distinguish
false
from truth
is not necessarily an invitation to
condemn
though it is always
an invitation
not to say a freedom
for us to choose
between the false
and the truth
where
being a victim
and a failure
in the eyes of others
does not necessarily mean
that is all one is
condemned
the urge to condemn
what we believe to be wrong
might more than anything express
our failure to trust
what we believe to be true
privileges
confusing privileges
with grace
can be a both highly dangerous
and all too explosive alchemy
to play with
yet it is what most of us do
most the time
this
feeling loved
can be at distances from
being told
this is what we are
every
it is not necessarily about
understanding
it is first and foremost about
accepting the reality
in every dimension
ours
being unable to take care of
what we are given
can mean
we are trying to take
a responsibility
which is not ours
to carry
justifying
when beginning to justify
who we are
the sense of being
is already
lost
charitable
pity
without obedience
is as poisonous
as compassion
in obedience
is
charitable
revulsive
being given to see the beam
is at first
dreadful
even revulsive
to a degree where the mind prefers
to find excuses
and explanations
in order
not to go there
in order to make it seem
something else
than what it truly is
yet
once it is revealed
and taken in
as the truth
it carries
healing can
begin