silver sun

a silver sun

through the morning mists

a sound sleep

with scattered dreams

working through layers of consciousness

as the silver sun is working

through layers of morning mists

feverish

slow awakening

into a warm body

no fever

yet feverish

claiming tenderness

and care

while the moon

has shifted

and the sky is

grey

precautions

awakening into sheer panic

is a painful sensation to be in

the more that the sky is blue

and the sun is out

though the good news are

that being able to observe

the panic as such

opens into the freedom

of taking the appropriate precautions

to steer

safely through the day

harvest

anxiety

sneaking in the backdoor

covering the sun

which is finally showing

its face again

spreading mists

in the mind

paralysing the heart

letting old patterns take over

where new crops were meant

to be harvested

strange

swallowing the sun

is a dangerous business

though wind is blowing away

the clouds

strange summer days

somehow

somewhat

sad

unchanging

a new awareness of reality

can almost feel

like a new

reality

in itself

though nothing has changed

except the eyes which sees

rain is still rain

yet nothing is

the same

spectrum

just one thin line

of pink

visible in a few moments only

can be enough

to change

a day

from heavy grey

towards endless colours

of the inner spectrum