leaving an order of things
behind
can be a challenge for someone
who is clinging
to living
in the past
wrong
a new order of things
does not necessarily mean
the old order was wrong
nor
that it went wrong
only
that it is time
for a new order
of things
sometimes
when the body is sore
it might be worth
listening into it
just as it mostly is
worth
listening into any sort of
pain
sometimes all it need
is care
of
shift of moon
shift of balance
shift of life
violence
being aggressive
with oneself
is also a sort of
violence
act
stillness
can be considered
the act
of being at peace
dead end
reaching the end
of a dead end
can be considered
the end of
everything
though
it can also be considered
the beginning of
now
edifice
living in an edifice of solitude
might sometimes be
essential
though beginning to open the heavy doors
and let others in
is with great subtlety transforming
an edifice of solitude into
an edifice of love
suspicion
beginning to trust
after a life in
suspicion
is not only an unfathomable experience
it is also indescribable
yet very real
fidelity
fidelity might not only be
not to follow our impulses
when drawn to greener pastures
fidelity might also be
the decision to return to the pain
as many times as necessary
for healing to occur