feeling flourishing panic
might not be
the most pleasant sensation
though an indication
that it is time
to care
tremendous
a small step can be
just as significant
as a tremendous breakthrough
all the more
when the tiny little step
is what gives rise to
the tremendous breakthrough
avoidance
wandering towards the moon
does not mean
avoiding the sun
only
that a different kind of focus
is hold
fearful
sometimes the moon is not only full
but also full of morose memories
fearful fabulations
and various worries
while sleep is walking out the door
and all there is left
are the barriers of the mind
perpetually shotting out
the light
serving
serving might be
a beautiful experience
of fulfilling purpose
though it takes a distinguished discernment of
what is being served
weak
stepping into weakness
is one thing
accepting to be weak
a whole different story
disorientating
stepping into weakness
after a life in defensiveness
is indeed
a disorientating
experience
ear
dreams
leaving the mind
unrested
and the body full of
apprehension
for the inner ear to open further
towards the unspoken
gently listening into
the unknown
curse
being transparent
is only a curse
for as long
as the belief
that the only way of being alive
is by being visible
rules
unreliable
being unreliable
is undermining
every effort
as wholehearted
as it might be