as long as

carrying light

is indeed an easy yoke

which can

for as long as one

does not feel worthy of it

seem unbearable

wonderful

deep restorative sleep

mending profound layers

of ruptures

in tissues

where consciousness

has not yet

reached

exploring the unknown

is a wonderful journey

also when it only happens

inside

scent

summer scents

filling the air

after nightly rain

opening the senses

towards

softness and sensitivity

protected by responsibility

and care

tolerance

being unable to express

ones limits

even more accept

not to mention knowing them

does not make one

a tolerant

even less a generous

person

it might be a weakness

which can become a strength

though only while recognised

for the weakness

it is

intervals

grasping

the softness

of an almost

midsummer morning

without losing the fleeting beauty

to greed for the everlasting

which can only be experienced

in glimpses

though

in glimpses with smaller

or longer intervals in between

the frequency of the intervals

being what specifies

bliss

bestow

the shift comes the more unnoticed

that it has been strived for

and suddenly

without truly understanding why

every act is embedded

in faith

where it used to be ruled

by fear

just as irrevocable as is

the shift

just as unusual is

the sensation of lightness

bestowed on everything

so far considered

unbearable

burst

a numb wave of anxiety

flooding every cell

of the body

bringing each and everyone

to burst

purifying tissues of old scars

and

healing hearts

and

summer sun

generously greeting

melodious melancholy

tenderly transforming

encrusted emotions

and

healing hearts

mention

savouring peace within

even when only

in glimpses barely tangible

is worth mentioning

inmost

mild summer rain

just enough

to wash away

the dust

leaving pearls of water

on every leaf

to wash away the fear

of knowing better

leaving pearls of wisdom

in the inmost heart