feeling responsible
for something beyond
our reach of influence
might be nothing less
than lack of faith
cheerful
a cheerful bird
announcing
another golden day
of heat
conditions
love cannot live
where conditions reign
though love can grow
in the most unconsidered
conditions
tyranny
everything is not
about organisation
though
organising all that can be
organised
opens towards
freedom from
the tyranny of chaos
absurdity
when the absurdity of life
is incommunicable
a certain kind of
solitude
is growing inside
though
when that solitude
is acknowledged as such
love emerges behind
mess
that life is a mess
does not necessarily mean
that something is wrong
only that something is
in transition
perhaps even
transformation
glorious
the tender embrace
of a glorious sunrise
answering
the tender embrace
of a glorious sunset
to celebrate
the glory of life
impotence
the beauty about
giving in
to impotence
is discovering
no longer
the will to survive
but the force of life
itself
complex
when the complex of guilt
suddenly dissolve
what used to bind
everything into
a perfect illusion
of love
falls apart
and all there is left
the glorious mystery
of life
instinct
staying open
and receptive
when life seems
to be closing in on us
can feel like going against
our instinct
yet
in that openness
light might
emerge