when guilt has been
the cornerstone
of the mentality
ruling our mind
to see it out
can be
a feeling of loss
so unbearable
we prefer to stay
with our habits
all too aware
they are undermining
love
pardon
being taken advantage of
does not necessarily mean
one was wrong
to love
though it can be an expression of
lack of faith
….
one thing is
being able to ask
for forgiveness
another to receive
the pardon
we are granted
…
the advantage of
having been
taken advantage of
is
once faith has been restored
love runs abundantly
without any kind of
deviation
immense
what an immense relief
when asking forgiveness
for our failures
is
no longer out of reach
setting in
it is when
the reality of what is lost
sets in
that the new world
can
begin
discarding
the duty
to love
and the commandment
to love
are worlds apart
one is imprisoning
where the other one is
liberating
and
learning the difference
a way to discard
dishonesty
harmful
obviously
when the fear of being abandoned
is leaving
we need to feel abandoned
in order to
observe
whether the fear of being abandoned
has truly left
only to discover
how
it is no longer about
being abandoned
rather about
abandoning
what is harmful
to our soul
misleading
no one has
the power
to mislead
the light
though
we all have
the power
to ignore it
choosing
changing a pattern of
always choosing
the worst solution
takes time
allowing the change
to penetrate
every layer of the body
to reach the core
of our being
takes time
and even then
there is
a time for everything
speaking
it is absolutely possible
never to lie
without ever
speaking the truth
simply by being
perfectly dishonest
permitted
when we deprive ourselves
from soul
there is a tendency to believe
everything is
permitted
which has nothing to do with
that everything is possible
when we turn
to the soul