saying what is thought
in order to be able
to remember what has been said
rather than saying
what the other wish to hear
in order to
get it the way
we want
while gently losing
memory
of
who we are
unattended
no longer to be
in a state of survival
makes life unfold
overwhelmingly
leading towards decisions
which were left unattended
as they had so far been
out of reach
with and by
finding peace
with
and by
the fact
that
whatever is done
with
and by
good will
is
good enough
swan
a lonely swan
stately announcing
there is a proper place
for every purpose
stupendous
the infinity of mercy
can be overwhelming
to grasp
for a mind
shaped
under shame
not even aware
this is what
had happened
while
receiving mercy
after a life in shame
is simply
stupendous
cowardly
waking up
to quietude
from a place of
profound peace
where kindness is not
considered to be
cowardly
hands
reaching the day
after which
nothing will ever be
the same again
the day where
obedience is placed
in the hands
of the one
who holds it
with mercy
sober
dreams
bringing to the surface
what was
hidden in the mind
a sophisticated blend
of
memories
combined with fear
of what is
to come
to be taken into account
without nourishment
only sober observation
disguising
rather losing dignity
than loosening control
could be the devise
of the dark side
of consciousness
disguising control
in what we consider
good deeds
does not make it less
control
and where control governs
no mercy is
to be found
regularity
regularity
can be the structure
which keeps the mind
afloat
yet there are minds
so structured
regularity might seem
superfluous