heaps

heaps of sadness

coming to

the surface

with and urge to ask

for

forgiveness

without truly knowing

why

unison

being afraid of

becoming

like

someone else

might be

a rather common fear

where

it could be

there are many more reasons

to be afraid of

never to become

who we are

for our purpose

to resonate in unison

with our acts

normal

when the masculine

and the feminine

is at war

all sorts of imbalances

occur

and if the war perpetuates

these imbalances tend to settle

to a degree

where they are considered

normal

which they might become

though

imbalances they are

while it is perfectly possible

to let

every act be

a creation of harmony

according

no longer to be

dependent on

dependence

rather confident

in

acting

according to

one’s inner truth

without any urge

to prove oneself

right

only focusing

on the light

cautiousness

keeping balance

in a torrent of love

takes

both

strength

and courage

and endurance

and perseverance

and cautiousness

and discipline

and obedience

anything possible

there might not be

any other way

to heal

a wound

of the mind

than by entering it anew

bringing love

and forgiveness

to what caused it

yet

the mind is made in a manner

where

it will do anything

possible

in order to avoid

ever

touching it

again

surface

fear coming to the surface

not the foam of anxiety

which have been ruling the mind

for so long

since fear was never acknowledged

for what it was

but proper fear

fear in its pure form

ancestral fear

which is always there

for a reason

and once

that reason is

acknowledged

and fear accepted

for what it is

freedom settles in

not as a consequence of reasoning

but

as a consequence of love

torrent

standing upright

in a torrent of love

takes

contrary to what

one could believe

not strength

nor courage

nor endurance

nor perseverance

nor cautiousness

nor discipline

nor obedience

it takes one little

simple

thing

and all the rest

follows

in a natural flow

of presence

that one little thing

being

faith

magnetic

touching the state of the mind

where

no perversion can take place

where

everything is somehow pure

in a magnetic field of luminosity

is

an experience of

tender grace

one can but aim to make

endure