vigorous

when the communication

between

intuition

and instinct

has been blocked

in the heart

it is like building a dam

on the river

of life

either one part

or the other

grows vigorous and strong

while the second part

is only irrigated

when the heart

as if by error

overflows

unmercifully

when an emotion

was never

accepted

as part of a character

that particular emotion

ends up being

omnipresent

unmercifully

overshadowing the light

of even the most luminous soul

speak up

learning to speak up

when

the condition for survival has been

conditioned by

the ability to keep quiet

can feel like

walking upside down

up river

going against

the convictions

of those

we love

can feel like

swimming up river

in spring

bunch

discovering that

what

one has wrestled with

over and over again

to make fit into

the reality of one’s perception

is but a bunch

of lies

unsettles the structure

of the mind

until

it becomes visible

what is to be found

behind

perilous place

being trapped in an emotion

is a perilous place

to linger

all the more

that being trapped means

we depend

on someone

or something

to liberate us

naught

it can be important

to observe

when there is no buoyancy

in the mind

since even the brightest thought

can drown under such circumstances

which does not mean

creativity is naught

only

that there is no buoyancy

in the mind

at this certain stage

of life

leaving aside

having the courage

to do

only

what is

to be done

leaving aside everything

which is done

to satisfy

expectations

or imaginations

about

what is necessary

to become

who we want to be

rather than just being

who we are

rubble

when the inner structure crumbles

and the inner structure

is all

one

has

to rely on

it is but normal

that life is put on hold

until the sacred has come to the surface again

under the rubble