coded

that

being given the permission

to die

is perceived

as a declaration of love

can be confusing for a mind

coded to survive

pleasing

leaving behind

the obligation

to make people happy

through pleasing their wants

by stepping into the freedom

to love

a healing hand

receiving

a healing hand

on a sore wound

in a tender caress

where

what was twisted

anew

is being aligned

error

having placed our trust

in an untrustworthy place

might lead to making

the worst choice possible

in every possible choice

until something

or someone is able to reveal

the error

passing on

do not fear

is not the same as

there is no reason to be

afraid

just as

do not cry

is not the same as

there is no reason to

sad

the first is passing on

culpability

whereas the second is

offering forgiveness

and protection

nauseate

heavy cleansing

of deeper layers

leaving a nauseate body

and a mind of confusion

while something as simple

as obvious

is rising

in the core

of silence

mandate

living according to

the rhythm

of our desire

or living according to

the rhythm of our heart

are two different mandates

our freedom is

to choose

beginning

beginning a new life

can very much look like

a sheer repetition

of what was already

and yet

something is

changed

as the cornerstone is no longer

the same

maelstrom

and below

the euphoria

of loving

without guilt

runs all the emotions

guilt had so meticulously suppressed

suddenly mounting to the surface

with no restraint

nothing to

moderate

nor regulate

their maelstrom

and all there is to do

is facing them one by one

with love

compassionate

what a

compassionate light of mercy

indeed

when love is given

to find its expression

without shadows

of guilt