touching grace
silently
is not a promise
about
being without pain
only
it offers the possibility
to stay with the pain
without suffering
difficult
when negligence
becomes a way
of life
and everything
is always
the other’s responsibility
it can be difficult
to love
and without love
it is difficult
to live
lack of confidence
dissolving
a lifelong
lack
of confidence
can take
a couple of
sleepless
nights
for the new inner balance
to settle
definitively
considering
receiving an excuse
can be perceived as
a miracle
when
one has spent the life
considering
everything
was one’s own
fault
losing balance
no longer to feel
responsible
for things
one has no responsibility in
whatsoever
can feel like losing balance
for a moment
until
the responsibility has settled
where it belongs
cautious
when the reason we are told
to be cautious
is not obvious
it might be worth it
taking the time
listening into
what lies behind
and position ourselves
accordingly
categorically
when our capacity to perceive
what we feel like
has been
categorically impeded
we might end up
spending our lives
trying to figure
who we are
whereas
it can only be revealed to us
through
our senses
somersault
beginning to trust
help is always
to be found
can be such a somersault
for the mind
that it takes time
practice
and perseverance
to reach a certain stability
in the movement
and on the way towards that very same
stability
one might find oneself
the nose in the grass
more than once
hidden
deep inside
every person
lies
a spot
where
peace reigns
and when we become able to
perceive that hidden corner
of our being
the secret is to learn
how
never to permit ourselves
to be separated from it
daily
daring to believe
happiness is possible
when life has tried
to convince a mind
of the opposite
can for a while be
a daily exercise
to be practiced
with perseverance
and faith