searching for approval
is a natural compulsion
of the human mind
perhaps impossible
to eradicate
though we are given the freedom
to decide
by whom
we wish to be
approved

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searching for approval
is a natural compulsion
of the human mind
perhaps impossible
to eradicate
though we are given the freedom
to decide
by whom
we wish to be
approved
having spent life
pushing
it can feel
illegitimate
no longer to do so
until it becomes a habit
to reveal
what is already there
rather than imposing
on the world
what was never meant
to be
finding oneself
standing
in a pillar
of the compassionate light
of mercy
while being under an assault
of powerful
accusations
can be
an experience
of bliss
having lived
with a blurred vision
and suddenly being able
to see clear
is a quiet wonder
to be treasured
and pondered
in the heart
sometimes we are exhausted
simply because
we are not given
to fulfil
our purpose
hence spending our strength
trying to be
what we are not
one thing is
to trust
in goodness
and believe in all
that is good
another thing is
to be convinced
we know
what is good
no longer permanently
putting
a restraint on oneself
is about
the most natural thing
one can experience
and yet
to reach the summit
of that freedom
might lead through
the valley of tears
and the forest of shadowland
when purpose
pierce
promptly
penetrating
pain
power pleads
peacefully
a sudden shift
of mood
undermining hope
or calling back
to reality
depending on
how it is seen
calling for attention
no matter what
leaving no room
for hesitation
being thoroughly careful
and living in a permanent mess
might be a source
of perpetual unease
it might also be seen
as an expression
something is not yet
properly aligned