when expectations are
overshadowing the moment
it might be difficult to see
what is already there

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when expectations are
overshadowing the moment
it might be difficult to see
what is already there
cleansing of
an irrigation channel
having been obstructed
for a long while
changes everything
and nothing
at a time
when vulnerability is no longer
a minefield of hurt
the heightened state
of its sensitivity
can finally begin
to unfold
in the solemn balance
between light and dark
where day and night
are equal
the rain might carry
mercy
and mercy peace
being perfect
is not worth striving for
rather a mercy
we are given
while everything falls
into its proper place
carrying the past
in order to avoid
future pain
is just like escaping into the future
in order to avoid the past
preventing the present from
unfolding
no words are to be found
while the wind is stirring
the waters
and transparency temporarily gone
insisting might be nothing but
a waste of time
stirring up the waters
and all clarity seems gone
though only to
let new facets become
visible
once the opacity has done
what it was there
to perform
no longer focusing
on the hurt
but on the healing
life is suddenly opening
where it seemed to be
closing
though
without focusing on the hurt
in the outset
that pass could not have been
reached
when the urge to dissociate
is replaced
by the awareness of
belonging
peace can begin
to settle