selfish

when caring for

basic needs

is being reflected as

selfishness

the grip on reality

is little by little undermined

until it is

entirely lost

declaration

declaring defeat

in front of

a painful illusion

seems strangely enough

unbearable

whereas bearing a permanent humiliation

is the prize being paid

to avoid it

pearls

distilling old anger

into pearls of wisdom

thoroughly observing

that not a single drop

of the essence

is escaping

the barrel

forcing

being in a state of confusion

for too long

is necessarily undermining

the inner structure

and yet

for as long as confusion is there

clarity cannot be forced

no matter how obvious everything seems

to everyone else

when

when peace and clarity

are cultivated in the mind

life unfolds

harmoniously

and when life unfold harmoniously

peace and clarity

are cultivated in the world

unwanted

feeling unwanted

is simply suffocating

no matter how much

the opposite

is being told

bound

coming back

to the source

loosening what had been bound

by wounds

opening for light to enter

where darkness had ruled

to

leave the shadows

to the shadows

and the night

to the night

deadlock

when the eager to live

returns

after a passage

through a deadlock

what was taken for granted

might be received

as mercy

what was expected

might be shared

with love

eloquent

after a time of

suppressed silence

the expression of thoughts

ideas

and emotions

might not be

as adequate

and as eloquent

as they seemed

in the depth of the mind

yet

expressing them is

essential

for reality to

reveal itself