sounds

learning to obey love

rather than fear

con be just as complex

as it sounds

simple

distrust

having spent life

in

and surrounded by

distrust

being given to trust

is

an elating

exaltation

land

somewhere

beyond

right and wrong

is a land

of endless mercy

and unconditional love

endure suffering

in order to endure suffering

it is adamant

to acknowledge

this is what we do

and when we are told

it is our own fault

to discern

whether or not

this is to be taken

as true

little by little

when a turning point

has been turned

and peace has come

to stay

when the consolidation

of a base

is growing

little by little

every day

sad situation

being given a need

in order to

fulfil

someone else’s desire

is a sad situation

and living under such conditions

for a longer period of time

means

one can no longer feel

the proper need

hence

never tend it

pathos

it is not truly unexpected

that the release

of a lifelong submission to

unworthiness

is intense

and yet

it can come

as a surprise

all the more

that the pathos

is gone

deep

the habit of pretending

all is well

can grow so deep

we lose the ability to discern

when we are in the wrong

despicable

living

a quiet life

learning to see

the wonder

in every little detail

might not be

entirely

despicable