skeleton

we all have a skeleton

meaning

we all have an inner structure

but not everyone has the patience

to let that inner structure surface

imposing a structure

might be a good solution

for impatient people

but it does not make it wrong for the patient one

to take their time

to let that inner structure

surface

even when it means

living for a while in the utmost unpleasant sensation

of lacking something as essential for the verticality

as a skeleton

dissociation

what is more appropriate than dissociation

while the fist golden leaves are separated from their branches

by a mild wind

covering the earth with golden rugs

than dissociating the imaginary

from what is

it does not make the experience more pleasant

only creates a certain harmony between

what is happening at the outside

and what is happening inside

sadness is the emotion coming along

whether it has been invited or not

and a tender sensation of lightness

revealing

that being a carrier of the imaginary

can be a heavier burden

than imagined

continuation

confusion

and steady rain

a mess of dreams

opening spots in the memory

one would rather have been without

confirming

that different layers are being reached

the solitary bird

is there again

singing

with a somehow poignant enthusiasm

reminding

that hope is never to be

abandoned

illumination

the landscape is illuminated

by flames of golden trees

the mornings covered

in light mist

the sun enlightening it all

into luminous beauty

where darkness in various shapes and forms

seems to unfold

reminding

that light is not a right to be claimed

light is for man

to choose

over and over again

cobweb

a structure of bad habits

is still a structure

but not necessarily the one

one wish to neither lean

nor be dependent on

a structure of bad habits is like a cobweb

freedom for the spider

and prison for the butterfly

behaving like a spider

when one is a butterfly

is suicidal

and who knows

perhaps the essence of the butterfly is

complete absence of structure

perhaps this complete absence of structure

is essential for the butterfly

just as the cobweb is

essential for the spider

it is not about being right

but about being true

to oneself

delicacy

silence can be a way

to bypass

hypocrisy

to avoid dissimulation

to keep the lies

at bay

silence can be

the delicate answer

to an impossible question

and suddenly the cry of an owl

might tear the depths of the night

open

for light to shine bright

mushrooms

golden light

falling low

illuminating areas of the underwood

where sun has not been able to penetrate

all through the summer

mushrooms are still to be found

despite the drought

but only for the initiated

whose patience has proved valuable

through other means

long ago

not everything is available

for everyone

but something is available

for everybody

goodbye

leaving behind

is a graceful act

of forgiveness

but leaving behind is not possible until

peace has been made

with every detail of what happened

though once it is done

and the past is being left

with the past

nothing can ever again

push those old wounds open

and that is where

freedom begins