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transformations sometimes happen

unnoticed

at least

for everybody else

than the one being transformed

but it does not make the experience

neither less important

nor less impressive

whether it is a transformation form dark to light

of from light to dark

or from dark to despair

or from light to bliss

transformation is transformation

and time should always be granted

to absorb and recover

summer is ending

the time of darkness is

from this day on

growing longer than the time of light

until the earth has accomplished

another half circle

on its path

around the sun

independent of

all what is happening

on the surface

exhausted

is how nature must feel by now

just exhausted

by continuing its glamorous appearance

while no nourishment has been granted

for the main part

of the two most demanding seasons

when it comes to effort

that of spring

and that of summer

it is hardly to be seen

meaning

there runs a certain continuity in the appearance

which prevent the inattentive spectator from observing

the difference

yet behind the scenery

the strength is running dry

and the effort it takes

to keep up the smile

is almost

insurmountable

almost

being enough

for life to go on

until rain comes again

finally some rain

washing away the dust

nourishing surfacing layers

of the soil

so dry

that an hours rain

hardly seems to make any difference

but hardly can sometimes be enough

to let hope survive

and hope sometimes be

what makes

the difference

being ridiculed

even if only in a dream

is never a pleasant experience

one could believe

that it would end

as soon as the dream is over

but the sensation of not only humiliation

but worthiness

is sticking to the skin

not because of the dream

but because of the memories surfacing

memories

that were never a product of a creative mind

but repeated experiences

which were hardly expressed

not to harm the emotions

of the perpetrator

the wind is soft

the weather tender

the leaves beginning to fall

painting beautiful colours

in unstructured patterns

all over nature

everything was never possible

for anyone

but it is possible

for everyone

to answer ones inner call

if ever we dare

to listen

dependence is not only to be considered

as wrong

dependence is a necessity

for our survival

and the key is to choose

who and what we are

dependent on

and

depending on

stars shining bright again

leading through the darkness

keeping focus

in the extraordinarily tender heat

filling nights

and days

with a certain kind of hope

that not everything is

for the worst

breaking patterns of behaviour

is a work

of utmost precision

and meticulous concentration

to be compared

with a surgical incision

in the mind

everyone can cut into the flesh

and everyone can meddle with the mind

none of it

brings peace

no longer feeling guilty

of loving

is indeed

an emancipation beyond

the imaginable

allowing souls to fly high

in the element of truth

under the crystal blue sky

so propitious to insights

and outlooks