eager

the last new moon of winter

is being celebrated by the wind

whispering how there is less reason than ever

at this time of the year

to rush

though eagerness is pushing under the skin

as seeds are pushing

under the surface

there is still a time for everything

ambition

being overly ambitious

is poisoning the blood

stimulating

like every other drug

to the point

where exhaustion sets in

and a general collapse

is the only answer

to every cerebral impulse

wind is chasing the grief

left behind by a life lived

overly ambitious

and out of reality

there is always

a new beginning

possible

ignorance

brutality

as a consequence of too much pleasing

having suppressed for too long

what was not only supposed to be released

but damaging to hold in

how sad it was taught to be so

in the first place

the more since

no one seems to be aware

about the teaching

running through the shadows

of heritage

grace

crows are complaining about something

while the joyful choir of smaller birds

are singing grace for the day

to emphasise the danger

in identifying with moods

the rain that was believed to last for the day

yesterday

finally evaporated and left a blue sky

with golden sunshine

awakening every little seed of love

in the deepest of hearts

observation

identifying with the mood

is a dangerous game to play

but denying it

is not necessarily the solution either

it is to be observed

just like the weather

and taken into account

just like the weather

it is defining the surface

but never the essence

today is rain

individuality

the sharp and golden light

so particular for the winter

revealing every detail

for the eye that sees

is illuminating the bareness

between two showers

of rain

or tears

by observing carefully

while the structure is visible

it occurs

that every tree is individual

even if

part of the forest

responsibility

reaching the end

of patience

might be a good thing

for the one

for whom patience has become

the most comfortable way

to escape responsibility

chase

the wind is back

chasing the last dead leaves left behind

and the particular softness

which announces

that spring is about to emerge

chasing the veils

that has covered the obvious

for too long

confidence

a peaceful awakening

into another state

as the moon disappear silently behind clouds

and naked trees

and the birds sing in a somehow less eager

but more confident manner

as if they know by now, that spring is coming

that there is no reason to hurry

rather every reason in the world

to prepare

and make sure they will be ready to receive

spring

when it arrives

outlook

observations

being all too obvious

are disturbing the peace of mind

as every cell shrink back into the state of survival

that has for so long been considered

to be normal

to be the only possible way

there is a golden tenderness in the dawn

not to omit

in the accounts

there is a whole

and there are fragments

there is a perspective to be chosen

as there might be a different way

to discover