impatience

the moon was there this morning

as almost full as possible

before an ignorant cloud

unaware of its deed

swallowed it to leave

darkness receive the breaking day

but even in darkness

lies a hidden curiosity

to unfold the unknown

discover the invisible

grasp the intangible

and somewhere

the impatience of that curiosity

is running just beneath the skin

always waiting for light to break

into illumination

resurrection

a soft wind has blown away the clouds

whispering cheerfully in the first dry leaves at the top of the trees

impatient to play with them, once they are dead

ready to fly free

in a soft fall

towards eternity

allowing the mystery

of resurrection

to be fulfilled

reflection

the hour is the same

but the darkness is dense and impenetrable by now

allowing the night to prolong

into the first conscious hours of the day

there is something soothing about it

an opening toward deep reflection

in a protected condition

the annual return

does not seem to have accustomed the mind

once again bewildered

even if grateful

for being able to engage the senses

in yet another way

insights

autumn is the time of year

where the tender blue of the sky

is opening towards subtle insights

of immense depths

scattering every illusion

spun around the heart

to protect it from its own frail dependence

of that particular impulse called

life

that no science has yet found

a way to grasp

walking through layers of disillusion can seem painful

discouraging

even absurd

but the tender blue sky is there to remind us

that on the other side of darkness

light is impatient to return

smile

when dreams reveals

what the woken consciousness refuses to see

by invoking a parallel story

without involving personal issues

what has seemed insoluble

vanishes into the obvious

allowing the heart to wake up

smiling

savouring the subtle flavour of a kind of freedom

no one can ever revoke

beyond

when the quietude of an early morning, is reflected in the mind

something peaceful is growing

silently

modest in all its expressions

and yet with an intense presence it is impossible to ignore

not, that there is any wish to ignore it

but the mystery is enveloped in the wonder

that the intensity of this very presence is assimilated

even when

consciousness is occupied in patterns

that is taking it elsewhere

allowing peace to reach

beyond

insomnia

sleeplessness

unpredictable as always

and as always coming back

when sleep seems more needed than usual

to keep balance throughout the day

clouds have gathered in the sky

keeping the crispness at bay

that announced the autumn last night

in yet a different way

even with the warm and sunny moments

that blesses these late summer days

is it impossible to deny the obvious

that autumn has come to stay

the whole question is how to receive it

since it is not an option, to slip away

space

space

from within

is a profound transformation

when life has been spent

suppressing

not conscious of what

just suppressing

to make sure

no one could ever distinguish

the hidden corners of the soul

least of all

ourselves

one cannot force the soul to surface

but through the alchemy of unconditional love

one can let the space grow from within

which allows the soul to unfold

and every hidden corner of it

to illuminate our lives

vulnerability

silence

all the way into the thoughts

though it does not mean

they are in peace

just as the deep silence of nature

does not seems to calm

the rushing world

who does not seem to mind

any change of season

any change of mood

any change that could reveal

that vulnerability too is a necessity

for the survival

of the species

fear

darkness is closing in on us again

the nights are slowly growing longer

and this ancestral fear

of whether we will make it through the winter

is moving its tale in the corner

where it slept so innocently all summer

as if nothing could ever harm us again

it is not a dangerous beast

this fear of ours

just an animal that sometimes gets hungry

and need some tender affection

to stay cornered

a pure product

of our minds

which is to be taken serious as such

but never to be given a power

it cannot administrate without destroying

unless we wish to live

in the tyranny of fear