changing a pattern of
always choosing
the worst solution
takes time
allowing the change
to penetrate
every layer of the body
to reach the core
of our being
takes time
and even then
there is
a time for everything
speaking
it is absolutely possible
never to lie
without ever
speaking the truth
simply by being
perfectly dishonest
permitted
when we deprive ourselves
from soul
there is a tendency to believe
everything is
permitted
which has nothing to do with
that everything is possible
when we turn
to the soul
dictate
when what we do
is no longer dictated
by our emotions
but coming from
our souls
the wisdom to be found
beyond
our understanding
can manifest
creating a new world
good enough
when the voice
which has been whispering inside
all life long
saying
you will never be
good enough
is replaced by
a sincere wondering
how
on earth
the impossible
should ever be possible
confident it is
doors
which had forever seemed
closed
are pushed wide open
midst
eliminating fear
is rarely pleasant
as fear
does everything it can
to keep its place
though what a grace
to see it
farewell
in the midst of
a sleepless night
spiral
being drawn into the spiral
of judgemental condemnation
while everything falls into
its proper place
is letting a shadow of fear
overshadow
the subtle joy of
fulfilment
though that too can be
forgiven
all one need is
to ask for it
supposed
when nothing turns out
the way we wanted
yet everything turns out
the way it was supposed
to be
freedom begins
to breath
gem
when suffering
and failures
are no longer considered
a punishment
for wrongdoings
to be discerned
and repented
rather as an invitation to
raise above
by transforming tears
into joy
in receiving them
as precious pearls
holding them high
till light breaks through them
and makes theme shine
revealing the facets of suffering
to be
the facets of
the most precious gem
smooth
silent joy
running smooth
with no particular reason
to be
and no particular reason
not to be