yes

saying no

being sorry

saying yes

rather than

saying yes

being overwhelmed

losing everything

lenient

redefining responsibility

in order to be

relieved from

a massive guilt

having roots nowhere else than

in the imagination

is lenient

flight

running away

from unpleasant memories

causes fear

trying to please

a fearful flight

undermines love

life without love

leaves a void

though in that void

everything can happen

ambitious

being too ambitious

is

being too ambitious

that is all

there is

to it

grace is to be found

elsewhere

rigour

when the mind has been trained

to make sense

out of the starkest contradictions

in order to survive

it gives a fabulous flexibility

to the intelligence

once rigour has been given

to reinforce

the spine

peeling

peeling of

old skin

with softness enough

to protect

the delicacy

of what is coming

to the surface

abyss

when an abyss

of temptation

opens under our feet

more than anything looking

like an invitation

at a time

where solitude is nagging

and loneliness seems to be

the only friend left

it might be time

to pause

for a moment

and wake

fortunate

staying with

the great silence

while

awakening into

all sorts of

emotions

is what can be called

a fortunate challenge

a challenge opening towards

blessings

while

accepted and

accomplished

specific

answering the call

of the present moment

means

making ourselves

available to it

every person has

a specific way

to answer

and every person a specific way

to find it