having spent
a good part of the life
pretending
being natural can feel
almost awkward
at times even
impossible
interpreter
translating
unconscious impressions
into awareness
can also be considered
a task
of purpose
a subtle way of being
interpreter
obsession
when expectations
turn into obsessions
the gates for fear
to rule the mind
open up widely
and every connection
to reality
is severed
as faith fades away
single
a single voice
coming out of the night
calling for hope
remembering the light
jeopardised
when our fundamental needs
are being treated
as unreasonable expectations
the inner balance
can be jeopardised
and control becoming the only answer to
what we are given
unconditionally
where all we are asked
is
to surrender
and pass it on
destabilising
expecting more
of ourselves
than what we are able to
is an imbalance
destabilising gravity
making us turn the back
to who we are
foundation
no longer having
to justify
nor prove
in order to
keep faith
can be the beginning of
a sensation
of having
a foundation
the other side
accepting ourselves
just as who we are
can sometimes be
the most impossible challenge
and yet
on the other side
of that very impossibility
peace is to be found
expanding
being overwhelmed
by strong emotions
being told
that one’s suffering
is only lack of
devotion
being left behind
with the message
that one is too complicated
while a world of glory
expands
inside
faithfulness
when mercy
and faithfulness meet
healing can touch
the tangible
and the tangible touch
the unfathomable