efficiency

the stars were out again

and a blush of pink

illuminating the clouds

as the only subtle manifestation

of sunrise

it does not always have to be

spectacular

to be efficient

plenitude

beginning to discover

what one has been given

instead of running after

what one has not

is indeed

a tender relief

and a good place to begin

the moon is growing towards its fullest

the trees are losing their leaves

and there is nothing to be ashamed of

least of all vulnerability

joy

when the sense of duty

is sneaking into

what was begetting joy

it is time to revise

since joy is as important for the soul

as blood is

for the body

appearances

changing the order of things

might be good for a change

keeping up appearances

might not always be

the good answer

the moon was showing its face of mystery

before rain sat in again

behind lightly uncovered trees

preparing their naked beauty

with every wind running through the forest

letting their inner structure surface

in all its glory

not even covered

by a shadow of shame

skeleton

we all have a skeleton

meaning

we all have an inner structure

but not everyone has the patience

to let that inner structure surface

imposing a structure

might be a good solution

for impatient people

but it does not make it wrong for the patient one

to take their time

to let that inner structure

surface

even when it means

living for a while in the utmost unpleasant sensation

of lacking something as essential for the verticality

as a skeleton

dissociation

what is more appropriate than dissociation

while the fist golden leaves are separated from their branches

by a mild wind

covering the earth with golden rugs

than dissociating the imaginary

from what is

it does not make the experience more pleasant

only creates a certain harmony between

what is happening at the outside

and what is happening inside

sadness is the emotion coming along

whether it has been invited or not

and a tender sensation of lightness

revealing

that being a carrier of the imaginary

can be a heavier burden

than imagined

continuation

confusion

and steady rain

a mess of dreams

opening spots in the memory

one would rather have been without

confirming

that different layers are being reached

the solitary bird

is there again

singing

with a somehow poignant enthusiasm

reminding

that hope is never to be

abandoned

illumination

the landscape is illuminated

by flames of golden trees

the mornings covered

in light mist

the sun enlightening it all

into luminous beauty

where darkness in various shapes and forms

seems to unfold

reminding

that light is not a right to be claimed

light is for man

to choose

over and over again

cobweb

a structure of bad habits

is still a structure

but not necessarily the one

one wish to neither lean

nor be dependent on

a structure of bad habits is like a cobweb

freedom for the spider

and prison for the butterfly

behaving like a spider

when one is a butterfly

is suicidal

and who knows

perhaps the essence of the butterfly is

complete absence of structure

perhaps this complete absence of structure

is essential for the butterfly

just as the cobweb is

essential for the spider

it is not about being right

but about being true

to oneself