a structure of bad habits
is still a structure
but not necessarily the one
one wish to neither lean
nor be dependent on
a structure of bad habits is like a cobweb
freedom for the spider
and prison for the butterfly
behaving like a spider
when one is a butterfly
is suicidal
and who knows
perhaps the essence of the butterfly is
complete absence of structure
perhaps this complete absence of structure
is essential for the butterfly
just as the cobweb is
essential for the spider
it is not about being right
but about being true
to oneself