exercising

trusting

can be a difficult exercise

for a heart

which has grown used

never to do so

accepting ones fate can

on the other hand

be perceived

as a miracle

instability

quivering nerves

is a fragile ground to walk on

it is in certain ways

no ground at all

since quivering nerves opens

unpredictably

into black holes

where everything is being absorbed

into nothing

and no one will be able to observe

it ever was

except

the one

who survives

over and over again

these passages of the void

with the experience burned into the memory

and with no ability to forget

rain or not

frost

a thin moon

behind the naked trees

naked stars

on a cold sky

cold frost

covering the ground

and the sun still rises

snow

a moment of white

silent soft winter white

not long

but just enough

to bring to the soul

a moment of peace

a glimpse of soft

silent

innocence

consideration

grace

covering the naked landscape

revealing like frost

textures and details

which disappears in the indifference of grey humidity

memories surfacing

from out of nowhere

asking to be considered

with the consideration they had been lacking

for too many years

asking to be delivered

perhaps even

forgotten

useful

excelling

is mastering

mastering is confidence

confidence is peace

peace is joy

nothing to do

with being useful

flourish

wind is blowing the cold away

blowing away everything

that is not essential

leaving the naked structure of the soul

fully exposed

and yet somehow protected

by the state of hibernation

where nothing is meant

to flourish