quivering nerves
is a fragile ground to walk on
it is in certain ways
no ground at all
since quivering nerves opens
unpredictably
into black holes
where everything is being absorbed
into nothing
and no one will be able to observe
it ever was
except
the one
who survives
over and over again
these passages of the void
with the experience burned into the memory
and with no ability to forget
rain or not