having a project
is very human
and more than acknowledged by society
one could say
encouraged
set out
as the ultimate state of being
a project
whether it is ones own
or the one of someone else
is considered a justification of legitimacy
that might explain the unease
in waking up to another day
with no plan
with no list of things to do
in order to reach the standard
whatever that standard might be
an unease
it can take time to overcome
in this complex sensation of going against the current
combined with the deep trust
of being carried afloat
by the mystery
that reaches beyond
the boundaries of human understanding