misunderstandings

being misunderstood

over a too long period of time

can also have

devastating impacts

on the body

mostly when

being misunderstood

over a too long period of time

leads to an undermining misunderstanding

of oneself

golden sunshine is illuminating the world

there is not a cloud to be seen on the sky

enfolding

the summer seems swallowed

by rain

dark clouds

shadowing the sun

though

the moon appeared

in incandescent whiteness

above treetops

while light withdrew from the world

and a peaceful silence

enfolded

an ever haunted body

circular

circular time

as in the time of cycles

with a very different kind

of achievement

an open mind

a compassionate heart

a forgiving embrace

of what was

a grateful embrace

of what is

and a faithful embrace

of what is

to come

oceanic

drifting in and out of consciousness

reaching the shores of the mind

in silent waves

washing the sand

before withdrawing back again

into the ocean of stillness

grey clouds covering the sky

a soft wind whistling

a dawning capacity to distinguish between

the superficial

and that which never change

night hours

it all seemed so obvious

during the night hours

and then

when light dawned

and sleep finally arrived

everything was blurred

into the usual mess of emotions

with no beginning

and not ends

yet

somewhere above

or underneath

runs a golden threat

of endless beauty

and eternal love

spinning light into the broken heart

peacock

awakening with the light

observing

how the peacock is answering the call of dawn

just before light breaks through

as the heart is answering the call of love

just before the mind is aware

of its awakening

into an undeniable reality

land mines

mapping a minefield

is a tedious work

not to talk about the demining

following afterwards

and yet

it is the only way

to regain access

to the fertile soil

underneath

sand

the darkening sensation

of walking in quicksand

closing in on the soul

swallowing every perspective

as the mind sink deeper

into its own definitions

throwing spotlights

on every flaw

that can be transformed to tenderness

by the one who saw